Swim really is trying to come out tonight. I was fine all day, Pruned the kids clothes of what they can't wear anymore and organized their room. I don't know what triggered it exactly but then again I never know. I don't like showers. I don't know why those seem to make me anxious but I just got in and got out as quickly as I could. I had to take a xanax before that though. So hopefully soon the anxious feelings and thoughts we settle down and I can enjoy the rest of the night.
That's the thing I hate the most. I can't enjoy things that normally people don't even notice. I couldn't enjoy getting up to get Hannah ready for her first day of school. I can't enjoy the fact that all the clothes are nice and organized. I can't enjoy the fact that Fen is happily hanging out with me in the corner of the living room where I set him up his own space.
Go away tight chest.
Go away racing thoughts.
Robyn
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